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wah it's been a long time that i didn blog anymore!!!Now suddenly, feel to start blogging again...these past few mths i hv been living in fear n stress....a lot of thing jus happened n keeping it in my heart has been a torture for me....wANt to say wat happen but i noe no 1 will understand or cares about..... sometime feel like finding some1 to confide to, but no 1 can be trust even the close one around u....life hv been miserable n tired....wat's my goal??i know nthing n dun wish to think about it....wat i wanna achieve i dun wish to think about too....is easy to give advice to ppl but when it happen to u is another way round.... NO one will knows....the person who u can trust n rely on is Urself......i really hope i can achieve something great in my life, i dun wan myself to live in regret for the rest of my life....
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 17.1.07
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+ hahaha...i m so happy +
today me jus gt back my result...so happy that i actually gt 3 for my GPA....haha...but something i m unhappy is that my engineering drafting i gt only c while my Electrical Principles and Drfg i gt A while my Engineering Mathematic n my communication skill i gt B for it....i must work really hard so i can go to poly....i mus jia you!!!haiz after my holiday hv to do my project again....i hate project but what to do =( haizzzzz...........
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 4.10.06
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+ happy bday to me +
today i m so happy cause is my bday...
thxs all JA for taking ur time off to celebrate wif me....
i m so happy wif u guys around n thxs for ur present...
i love it.....yeah!!!
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StiLl FaLliNg.//* 10.9.06
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+ Bday coming +
Yeah!!!tml i will be celebrating wif my JA but too sad is tat zann n ben cannot come...haiz....
ya thxs michelle n sharon, ross, joanna,hz,karen n so on.......sry made u all spent on my bday present...i like it very much thxs....especially wan to thxs my teacher...i m so surprised tat u actually bought me a gift.....i thought u call me to ur office is to scold me or wat...haha...so shocked tat u actually wrote a card saying wish u success in ur career....thxs i will work hard....i promise....thxs for encouraging me ur care n concern i won't forget....
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+ starting to count down +
my birthday is coming but i m nt happy at all.....i dunno y.....i m going to turn 18 soon.....a lot of things is changing n happening........i shld be happy but i dunno y tis sadness feeling jus appeared....i wan to say it out loud but i dun dare to tell anyone how i m feeling....even my very close fren i dun even dare to tell them.....i do nt hv any courage to do so....wat's happening ????? i m terribly upset by a lot of things....i m hurt.....i really hope to find someone by my side since i can't receive any love frm them anymore......i dun wish to share ur love with anyone else.....you all understand??i m urs nt anyone i m related to u..........i really hope tat before i turn 18, i can find someone tat can let me count on....
I m having my engineering math in one week time, time is running out....i really dunno how m i going to study i dun like, i hate A math....eeeeerrrrr....HELP!!!!STRESS!!!.......
i m glad tat my Ja is willing to take their time off n celebrate my bday....i really very happy, guys really thxs a lot...i can't express myself tat how much i treasure u guys jus wanna let u all know tat u guys will always be in my heart.....*promise....
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+ yeah tml no sch can enjoy le +
today is such a tiring day, today my sch celebrate national day by organising games.....i m representing my class by playing basketball, i m so happy cause we won n r the champion...the prizes r $40 dollar gift vouchers....but is share among our class....these few days i m depress i dunno why n dunno wat's the reasons.....who can tell me??? i m so tired....tml will be the day tat i go out wif my frens.......YEAH!!!!long time didn see them they r the best medicine..... c u guys tml =) yippi...
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+ I m sick =) +
I m soooooo sick......y m i sick again???haiz.....tis mth seems like everything is not right for me....last week fall down while walking down the stairs so malu.....and all my guys fren saw.... than the nxt day i step on a banana skin while walking back to my class....i sprain my leg again......wao so suay dunno what happen to me....i wan to scold the idiot anyhow throw banana skin around n made me sprain my leg.......arrrrrrgh!!!today me learn new topic, using autocad n draw a 3D object....is so fun while my teacher do it.....when i start to do....i m so blurr so confused.....n need to ask my fren 4 help....i m so useless.....my frens all noe how to do, only me like blurr sotong......dunno tis dunno tat....i really scared tat i will fail tis module......arrrgh!!! i m so stress......no matter how hard i try....keep saying jiayou to myself oso no use....=( i really very tired of life....no motivation.....
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 28.7.06
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yeeling;
sweet 17+
10 September 1988
studying in ITE college central(mechanical n electrical engineering design)
loves:singing,shopping,bowling,pool,karate,Bball
Make my wishes come true
[1] Find true love
[2] slim down
[3] MP3
[4] Laptop
[5] learn to speak malay
[6] be happy
[7] More clothes n shoes
[8] pass my o level eng
[9] do well in my ITE
[10] go poly
[11] successful biz woman at the age of 25
[12] pass my driving theory
[13] have my own car
[14] new HP
[15] have my own room
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